Chapter 1 - âIâM ONLY SIXTEEN⊠BUT IâM ALL HE HASâ

The courtroom was silent when the judge asked the question that broke everyoneâs heart.
âAre you telling this court that you want legal custody of your younger brother?â
Sixteen-year-old Ethan Miller stood alone at the witness stand.
Except he wasnât really alone.
His little brother, seven-year-old Noah, was holding onto him with both arms.
Like if he let go for even one secondâŠ
Ethan might disappear.
The boyâs tiny fingers were wrapped around Ethanâs old gray hoodie.
His face was buried against his brotherâs chest.
He had cried so much that his eyes were swollen.
The entire courtroom watched.
A teenage boy.
A child himself.
Trying to convince a judge that he could raise another child.
The judge looked over her glasses.
âEthan, I need you to understand something. Taking care of a child is not just making breakfast or helping with homework. It requires a stable home, financial support, and an adult guardian.â
Ethan nodded slowly.
âI know.â
His voice was quiet.
But it carried through the room.
âI know Iâm not an adult.â
He looked down at Noah.
âBut Iâve been acting like one for a long time.â
A few people in the courtroom looked away.
Because they already knew what that meant.
The judge lowered her voice.
âTell me what you mean.â
Ethan took a deep breath.
Then he started counting.
âI wake Noah up every morning.â
âI make his lunch.â
âI check his backpack.â
âI walk him to school because he gets scared crossing the street alone.â
His fingers tightened around his brother.
âWhen he gets sick, I stay awake.â
âWhen he has nightmares, I sleep on the floor next to his bed.â
The courtroom became painfully quiet.
Ethan looked at the judge.
âI know what he needs.â
The judge studied him.
âHow long have you been doing this?â
Ethan hesitated.
That hesitation said more than any answer.
âThree years.â
A murmur moved through the courtroom.
Three years.
A fifteen-year-old taking care of a four-year-old.
A fourteen-year-old learning how to make doctor appointments.
A thirteen-year-old figuring out how to stretch a box of cereal for three days.
The lawyer representing child services stood up.
âYour Honor, this is exactly why Ethan cannot be granted custody. He is a child who has been forced into an impossible situation.â
Ethan looked down.
The words hurt because they were true.
But then Noah squeezed his hand.
Ethan looked back up.
âI donât want anyone to feel sorry for me.â
His eyes became sharper.
âI just donât want my brother to lose the only person who stayed.â
The judge paused.
âWhat happened to your parents?â
The room changed.
Ethanâs expression collapsed for half a second.
Then he forced himself to stand straight.
âMy father left when Noah was four.â
âAnd your mother?â
Ethan looked toward the floor.
âShe died.â
The word came out like it had cut him.
Noah immediately started crying.
âMommyâŠâ
Ethan pulled him closer.
âI know, buddy.â
âI know.â
The judge watched the two brothers.
Something about the way Ethan held Noah wasnât normal.
It wasnât the way a brother hugged another brother.
It was the way a parent protected a child.
The judge picked up a document.
âEthan, there is one more issue.â
He looked up.
âWhat issue?â
The judge hesitated.
âSomeone has recently come forward claiming they have information about your mother.â
Ethan froze.
His face went pale.
âWhat?â
The courtroom doors suddenly opened.
Everyone turned.
A woman stood there.
Her hands were shaking.
Her eyes were full of tears.
Ethan stared at her.
Because he had seen that face before.
In an old photograph hidden inside his motherâs closet.
The woman whispered one sentence.
May you like
And Ethanâs entire world changed.
âYour mother never died.â