Chapter 3 - NUMBER TWENTY-THREE

Megan opened her front door wearing pajama pants and holding a glass of wine.
Then she saw our faces.
The wine hit the counter.
âWhat happened?â
âCan we come in?â
She pulled us inside.
Lily and Noah knew her house. They had slept there before, eaten too much ice cream there, watched movies until midnight there.
But that night, they stood in her living room like guests waiting to be told where they were allowed to sit.
Megan noticed too.
She looked at me.
I shook my head.
Not yet.
She crouched.
âHey, monsters. Want pizza?â
Noah looked at Lily.
Lily looked at me.
âYou donât have to ask,â I said.
Noahâs face crumpled.
âI want pepperoni.â
Megan blinked fast and turned toward the kitchen.
âPepperoni it is.â
After they ate, we sat around Meganâs dining table.
I put my phone in the middle.
Recording.
Not secretly.
I told them exactly why.
âYou donât have to tell me everything tonight. But whatever you do tell me, I want to remember it correctly.â
Lily nodded.
Noah hugged his dinosaur.
âTell me about the rules.â
Lily took a breath.
âRule one is donât wake Mom up.â
âOkay.â
âRule two is donât go in the kitchen unless she says.â
âRule three,â Noah added, âis donât tell her youâre hungry more than once.â
Megan turned toward the sink.
I saw her shoulders shake.
âRule four?â
âDonât cry where she can hear.â
My throat closed.
Lily kept going.
âDonât run. Donât slam doors. Donât ask when youâre going to be home. Donât call you unless she says. Donât tell teachers family stuff.â
âWhat happens if you break a rule?â
They both went quiet.
âGuys?â
Noah whispered, âPoints.â
âWhat points?â
Lily spoke.
âBad points.â
Every broken rule got a point.
Enough points meant a punishment.
No dessert.
No television.
Standing in the laundry room.
Holding books straight out in front of them until their arms hurt.
Sitting alone in the dark hallway.
I stopped her.
âThe dark hallway?â
âShe turns off the lights.â
âFor how long?â
âI donât know.â
âHow long, Lily?â
âShe sets a timer.â
âFor how long?â
âSometimes ten minutes.â
I exhaled.
âSometimes?â
âSometimes she starts it over.â
Megan slammed a cabinet.
âJesus Christ.â
Lily jumped.
Megan immediately came back.
âIâm sorry, honey. Iâm not mad at you.â
âI know.â
But Lilyâs body said she didnât.
I rubbed my hands over my face.
âWhy didnât I see any of this?â
Lily answered without hesitation.
âBecause she has different rules when youâre home.â
I stared at her.
âWhatâs rule twenty-three?â
Lilyâs face changed.
Noah buried his face in the dinosaur.
âLily?â
She looked at Megan.
Then at me.
âRule twenty-three is the important one.â
âWhat is it?â
âIf Dad starts asking questions, cry.â
I couldnât speak.
âWhy?â
âSo youâll think weâre upset because youâre asking.â
My stomach twisted.
âAnd if that didnât work?â
Lily whispered:
âThen we had to say you scared us.â
Megan sat down hard.
I stared at my daughter.
âDid she ever make you say that to anyone?â
Lily nodded.
âWho?â
She looked at me.
âMrs. Avery.â
I knew that name.
Lilyâs school counselor.
âWhat did you tell her?â
Lilyâs eyes filled again.
âI told her you yelled a lot.â
âI donâtââ
âI know.â
She reached across the table and touched my hand.
âIâm sorry, Daddy.â
I squeezed her fingers.
âYou have nothing to be sorry for.â
My phone buzzed.
A text from Claire.
YOU HAVE THIRTY MINUTES TO BRING MY CHILDREN HOME.
Then another.
AFTER THAT, I CALL THE POLICE.
Then a third.
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And this one made my blood run cold.
I ALREADY KNOW WHAT LILY TOLD YOU.