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Chapter 12 - THE THING LILY REMEMBERED

Claire was arrested.

Her mother was questioned.

The story hit the neighborhood before sunrise.

By breakfast, strangers were messaging me.

Some supportive.

Some cruel.

Some convinced Claire was innocent because she had smiled beside them at birthday parties.

One woman wrote:

Claire would never hurt a child.

I deleted it.

That sentence meant nothing to me anymore.

People don’t know what someone “would never” do.

They know what that person allows them to see.

Noah spent one night in the hospital for observation.

Physically, he was okay.

Emotionally, he was exhausted.

He slept with one fist around my sleeve.

Lily came to visit the next morning.

She climbed onto the bed beside him.

They didn’t talk.

They just held hands.

After a while, Lily looked at me.

“Did Mom go to jail?”

“Yes.”

“Forever?”

“No.”

She looked disappointed.

I hated that an eight-year-old could feel disappointed by that answer.

Then she said:

“I remembered something.”

“What?”

“The basement box.”

My body tightened.

“What about it?”

“She used to put stuff in there.”

“I know.”

“No. Not papers.”

“What stuff?”

Lily looked at Noah.

He was asleep again.

“She took things from us.”

“Toys?”

“Sometimes.”

“What else?”

“Pictures.”

“What pictures?”

“Family pictures.”

I stared at her.

“Why?”

“She would cut you out.”

My throat tightened.

“What?”

“If we were bad, she’d take a picture and cut you out of it.”

“Why?”

“She said that was what our family would look like if we made you leave.”

I closed my eyes.

Lily kept talking.

“She told Noah it would be his fault.”

“Jesus.”

“And she told me something else.”

“What?”

“That she had a plan for you.”

Every muscle in my body went rigid.

“What plan?”

“She said one day everybody would know what kind of man you really were.”

I thought of the chest.

The audio.

The photographs.

The letter.

“Did she say when?”

“No.”

“Did she say how?”

Lily nodded.

“She said after your birthday.”

My birthday had been two months earlier.

“What happened after my birthday?”

Lily thought.

“You got sick.”

I froze.

Three days after my birthday, I had gotten violently ill.

Vomiting.

Dizziness.

I blamed food poisoning.

Claire brought me water.

Soup.

Medicine.

She had been unusually kind.

I barely remembered two days.

I called my lawyer.

Then the police.

An investigator came to speak with me.

He asked questions I didn’t want to hear.

Had Claire ever controlled my medication?

Yes.

Had I experienced unexplained illness?

Once.

Had she made any statements about me being dangerous before or after?

Yes.

Then he told me they had found something else in the black chest.

A bottle.

Unlabeled.

Almost empty.

“What was in it?”

“We’re waiting on the lab.”

My stomach turned.

“What do you think it is?”

He didn’t answer directly.

“We’re testing it.”

Two days later, the lab result came back.

It wasn’t poison.

It was a prescription sedative.

May you like

One I had never been prescribed.

And suddenly the two missing days after my birthday didn’t feel like food poisoning anymore.

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