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Chapter 14 - One Year Later

Leo turned one on a sunny Saturday afternoon.

Our backyard was full of people.

Not dozens.

Just the ones we trusted.

Daniel and his wife.

Susan.

Elena's parents.

A few close friends.

Children running through sprinklers.

Music.

Hamburgers on the grill.

A ridiculous blue birthday cake Leo mostly wore instead of eating.

Elena stood beside me.

She looked different.

Not physically.

She looked free.

“Remember his first month?”

I groaned.

“Unfortunately.”

She smiled.

“I don't think about it much anymore.”

That surprised me.

“I do.”

“I know.”

“You almost died.”

“I didn't.”

“But—”

She touched my arm.

“Michael.”

I stopped.

“I don't want Margaret to own that memory forever.”

I understood.

That week had been terrible.

But it wasn't our entire story.

Leo took his first steps that afternoon.

Three wobbly steps from Elena toward me.

Everyone cheered.

I picked him up.

He laughed.

Elena cried.

So did I.

Daniel pretended he had something in his eye.

Later, after everyone left, I found Elena sitting on the porch.

Leo slept against her chest.

I sat beside her.

“Happy?”

She looked at our son.

“Very.”

Then she handed me an envelope.

“What is this?”

“Open it.”

Inside was a photograph.

The three of us.

Taken that afternoon.

Elena laughing.

Leo covered in frosting.

Me looking at both of them.

On the back, Elena had written:

This is what family feels like when nobody is afraid.

I couldn't speak.

She leaned her head against my shoulder.

For the first time, I realized something.

I had spent months thinking I saved Elena that night.

May you like

But that wasn't completely true.

We saved each other.

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