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Chapter 2 - THE WOMAN WHO WANTED ME DEAD

Sarah didn't cry.

That was the first thing I noticed.

She didn't run toward Lily.

She didn't apologize.

She didn't ask if our daughter was okay.

She just stared at me.

Like she was trying to figure out how I had returned from the grave.

"Michael..."

She finally whispered.

I hadn't heard my name from her mouth in eight months.

But somehow it sounded different.

Cold.

Afraid.

"What happened?"

She looked at Lily.

Then back at me.

"I thought you were..."

She stopped.

"Dead?"

I finished the sentence for her.

The room became silent.

Brad cleared his throat.

"Listen, man..."

I turned toward him.

"Don't call me man."

My voice was calm.

Too calm.

"You knew my daughter was outside."

Brad opened his mouth.

"I didn't know she would actually stay there."

That sentence changed everything.

Sarah looked at him quickly.

Like she was angry he had admitted it.

I noticed.

And so did everyone else.

"You knew?"

I asked.

Brad looked away.

"She was throwing a tantrum."

My eyes narrowed.

"She's five years old."

He shrugged.

"Kids need discipline."

I stepped forward.

The room became tense.

"Discipline?"

I pointed toward Lily.

"That is your definition of discipline?"

Sarah finally moved.

"Michael, stop."

I looked at her.

"Stop what?"

"Making a scene."

The words almost made me laugh.

A scene.

My daughter was outside in freezing mud.

My wife was drinking wine.

Her boyfriend was standing in my house.

And she was worried about a scene.

"Making a scene?"

I repeated.

Sarah looked uncomfortable.

"People are here."

I stared at her.

"Exactly."

"People are here."

"They saw what happened."

Her face changed.

For the first time, she looked worried.

I carried Lily upstairs.

Nobody stopped me.

Nobody even spoke.

Because they knew.

They knew something terrible had happened.

I took Lily to her room.

The same room I painted before she was born.

The same room where I read her stories every night before deployment.

But something felt different.

The room felt unfamiliar.

Her stuffed animals were gone from the bed.

The pictures she drew for me were missing from the walls.

I opened the closet.

Half of her things were packed into boxes.

I froze.

"Lily..."

She looked at me.

"Where are your drawings?"

Her eyes dropped.

"Mommy said we didn't need them anymore."

My chest tightened.

"Why?"

She whispered:

"Because you weren't coming back."

I sat on the floor.

I couldn't understand what I was hearing.

Sarah hadn't just lied.

She had been preparing my daughter for a life without me.

But why?

I looked around the room.

Then I noticed something.

A small calendar on her desk.

Several dates were circled.

The day I was supposed to return.

The day after.

And another date two weeks later.

I picked it up.

"What is this?"

Lily looked nervous.

"I don't know."

I turned the page.

There was writing underneath.

"Final decision after confirmation."

My blood ran cold.

Confirmation of what?

I put the calendar away.

I didn't want Lily to see my anger.

But inside...

Something had changed.

This wasn't just about a party.

This wasn't just about Brad.

Something bigger was happening.

I walked downstairs.

The party was gone.

Guests had left quickly.

Sarah stood in the living room.

Alone.

"You owe me an explanation."

She crossed her arms.

"You disappeared."

I stared at her.

"I was deployed."

"You were gone."

"I was serving my country."

She looked away.

"I needed someone."

I felt sick.

"You needed someone?"

She didn't answer.

"While I was fighting overseas, you brought another man into my house?"

Her silence was enough.

Then she said:

"I thought you weren't coming back."

I looked at her.

"Who told you that?"

She hesitated.

Only for a second.

But I saw it.

"Who told you I was dead?"

Sarah said nothing.

I stepped closer.

"Sarah."

"Who told you?"

Her face changed.

And then she whispered:

"Your commander."

I froze.

Because I knew immediately.

That was impossible.

My commander knew I was alive.

He had signed my return papers.

He had personally congratulated me before I left.

Someone had lied.

And Sarah believed them.

Or wanted to believe them.

I looked at my wife.

The mother of my child.

The woman who had replaced me before I was even gone.

Then my phone vibrated.

Unknown number.

One message.

I opened it.

My blood went cold.

The message contained a picture.

A picture of Sarah and Brad together.

Taken three months earlier.

But underneath the picture were seven words:

"Your wife knows you survived."

I looked up at Sarah.

She was watching me.

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And she knew.

She knew the truth had started coming out.

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