Chapter 11 - THE OLD ACCOUNT

For one sickening moment, Nathan wondered whether Peter had taken money while Claire was ill.
Diane pulled the old statements. The withdrawals were smaller then, hidden among ordinary company expenses. After Claire died, they grew. After Nathan married Vanessa, Peter routed them through household accounts.
Nathan had given Peter more control each time life became harder.
He called Claire’s brother, Ben, who had handled some of her paperwork during her final months.
“Did Claire ever say anything about Peter?” Nathan asked.
Ben was quiet. “She said he called the house too often when you traveled. I thought she meant work.”
“What else?”
“She asked me to keep copies of the girls’ trust papers.”
“Do you still have them?”
“I do.”
Ben drove up from Denver that afternoon. While the girls showed him their blanket fort, he handed Nathan a folder Claire had left with him.
Inside was a signed letter explaining why she had set up the trust. She wanted the girls to have choices as they grew older. She also wanted Nathan to ask for help when he needed it. She had written that he was a loving father who sometimes tried to solve every problem by working harder.
Nathan read the letter twice. It was kind. That made it harder to bear.
Ben sat across from him. “You don’t have to become perfect tonight.”
“They needed me months ago.”
“Yes,” Ben said. “They need you today, too.”
Nathan met with a child therapist recommended by the clinic. He asked how to talk to the girls about what had happened. She suggested short, honest answers, regular routines, and room for each girl to react differently. Healing, she warned, would take longer than one good Christmas dinner.
Nathan went home and made a schedule with Rachel. Meals together. Time to play. Follow-up visits. Calls with Ben. Work could wait until the girls were asleep.
That evening, Lily found him washing dishes.
“Did Mama Claire leave us anything?” she asked.
“Lots of things.”
“Can we see?”
Nathan took down the letter box. He found the four envelopes marked FOR YOUR SIXTH BIRTHDAY and showed the girls their names. They were not six yet, so he set them back.
Sophie reached for his hand. “Will you be here when we open them?”
May you like
Nathan held her hand gently.
“Yes,” he said. “I’ll be here.”