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Chương 4 - The Blue Sewing Tin

My mother’s name was Evelyn Parker.

She had spent most of her life repairing things other people thought were ruined.

Coats.

Wedding dresses.

School uniforms.

I had never seen her look at something she couldn’t fix.

Until that night.

“Dad was a delivery driver,” I said.

“He also picked up work for the shop.

Delivered suits.

Collected alterations.”

“From Luca?”

“His father.”

The driver waited outside while I checked the back windows.

No one stood in the yard.

That didn’t make me feel better.

My mother opened the sewing tin.

Under the needles and folded measuring tape sat a small envelope.

Inside was a brass claim tag.

Number 214.

“Your father brought a suit home from the Moretti house,” she said.

“There was something sewn into the lining.”

“The transmitter?”

She nodded.

“He thought it belonged to security.

Then a man came to the shop asking for the suit.”

“What man?”

“I didn’t know his name then.”

“Do you know it now?”

She looked at my phone.

At the photograph Marco had sent of Adrian Shaw.

“Him.”

Adrian had been younger eleven years earlier.

His smile had been the same.

My mother said my father refused to return the suit without speaking to its owner.

Three days later, his delivery van went off an icy road.

The police called it an accident.

We buried him on a Tuesday.

“The suit disappeared,” she said.

“But your father left something with me.”

“What?”

“Instructions.”

She unfolded a brittle receipt.

On the back, in my father’s handwriting, were four words.

Ask Nora about 214.

“Nora who?”

“Nora Ellis.

She handled his insurance claim.”

“Why didn’t you ask her?”

“I did.

She told me to bring the original paperwork.”

“And?”

My mother looked down.

“Adrian came back before I could.”

The room seemed to tilt.

“He said your father had borrowed money.

He said there were people who could collect it from us.”

“You never told me.”

“You were eighteen.

You’d just lost your father.”

“So you let me believe there was nothing else?”

“I wanted you to have a life.”

I wanted to be angry.

I was angry.

But she looked small beside that sewing tin, and I could see the years she had spent being afraid alone.

I called the number on Nora’s old business card.

It rang once.

Then a recorded message gave a new office number.

When Nora answered, I told her my name.

She went silent.

“I have tag 214,” I said.

“Where are you?”

I told her.

“Leave the house,” she said.

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“Why?”

“Because the last person who asked about that tag was Adrian Shaw.”

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