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Chapter 1 - HE ALREADY TOLD THEM YES

“I KNEW YOU WOULD.”

Those four words changed my marriage.

I stood in the hallway outside a conference room, gripping my phone so tightly my fingers hurt.

On the other end, my husband, Graham, had just admitted that he’d invited eight business guests to Thanksgiving without asking me.

Then he’d told them the invitation had been my idea.

Not his.

Mine.

“You knew I would what?” I asked.

“Elise, don’t do this.”

“Say it.”

A long breath came through the phone.

“I knew you’d come around.”

Behind him, I could hear muffled voices from his office.

He was worried someone might hear me.

Funny.

He hadn’t worried about my feelings when he volunteered three days of my life.

“So you invited Richard Sanders and his entire family,” I said, “and told them I insisted on cooking everything myself?”

“I was trying to make it sound gracious.”

“You made me sound insane.”

“Elise—”

“You told Anne she wasn’t allowed to bring food.”

“I didn’t say it like that.”

I opened Anne’s text.

“Graham said this is a tradition you love and that you were excited to make it special for everyone.”

Silence.

“Want me to keep reading?”

“No.”

“Good. Because I have another meeting.”

I hung up.

For almost a minute, I stood there staring at the wall.

The old version of me would have panicked.

She would have opened spreadsheets.

Calculated oven times.

Called grocery stores.

Canceled sleep.

She would have protected Graham from the consequences of his own choices because she couldn’t stand the idea of strangers thinking badly of her.

That woman had gotten Graham exactly this far.

Then my phone buzzed.

Anne again.

Please really let me bring something. I hate arriving empty-handed.

I looked at the message.

Then I smiled.

Not because anything was funny.

Because Graham had forgotten one important thing.

I planned events for a living.

And when someone changed an event three days before it happened, I didn’t panic.

I adjusted the plan.

I typed back.

Anne, thank you. I’d actually love your help. Graham expanded the guest list after we made the original plans, so I’m reorganizing everything. Would you mind bringing your favorite side dish?

I stared at it.

Then added one more sentence.

And please tell everyone else they’re welcome to bring something too.

Send.

My heart pounded.

Thirty seconds later, three dots appeared.

Then disappeared.

Then appeared again.

Finally:

Of course. I’m sorry—I didn’t realize the guest list was changed later.

I almost laughed.

That was polite-rich-person language for:

Your husband told us a completely different story.

Then another message appeared.

Actually, Elise… may I ask you something slightly awkward?

My stomach tightened.

Sure.

A minute passed.

Then Anne sent it.

Did Graham tell you what Richard is expecting to discuss with you on Thursday?

I stared at the screen.

Discuss with me?

Not Graham.

Me.

I typed slowly.

No.

Why?

Anne’s answer arrived.

May you like

Because according to Graham, you already agreed to help Richard with something after Thanksgiving.

And suddenly thirty-two dinner guests were no longer my biggest problem.

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