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Chapter 3 - THE MAN AT THE HOTEL

Julian arrived in Albany the next morning.

He did not tell his mother.

He did not tell his board.

He did not tell his attorneys.

He drove a rented car because he did not want anyone recognizing him.

The hotel sat near a wooded road outside the city.

It was small.

Peaceful.

Nothing like the towering luxury properties carrying his family name.

He parked across the street and watched the entrance.

For three hours, he saw nothing.

Then Hannah walked outside carrying a box of linens.

Julian got out of the car.

“Hannah.”

She stopped.

Her expression changed instantly.

“What are you doing here?”

“I need to see Audrey.”

“No.”

“I know she is here.”

“You know nothing.”

“I know you took her to a doctor.”

Hannah set the box on the pavement.

Her eyes became dangerous.

“You had her followed?”

“I was trying to make sure she was safe.”

“She was safe until you appeared.”

“Is she pregnant?”

Hannah did not answer.

That silence was enough.

Julian’s face went pale.

“Is it mine?”

Hannah slapped him.

The sound echoed across the quiet parking area.

Julian did not move.

“You do not get to ask that.”

“I had to ask.”

“No.”

“You wanted to ask.”

“Because accusing her makes this easier for you.”

Julian’s jaw tightened.

“I know Audrey.”

“Then you should know she would never betray you.”

“I do know that.”

“Do you?”

Hannah stepped closer.

“Because she spent five years believing she knew you.”

Julian looked toward the hotel entrance.

“Please tell her I’m here.”

“She does not want to see you.”

“She may be carrying my child.”

“And you were kissing another woman while she was carrying dinner for your anniversary.”

The words struck him harder than the slap.

Julian lowered his voice.

“I made one unforgivable mistake.”

“No.”

Hannah shook her head.

“The kiss was the final mistake.”

“The real mistake was making your wife feel lonely inside her own marriage.”

Julian looked away.

“I am trying to change.”

“Change somewhere else.”

Hannah picked up the linen box.

Then she stopped.

“If you care about her at all, leave before she sees you.”

Julian did not leave.

He returned to his car.

He waited.

Upstairs, I stood behind a curtain watching him.

My hands rested protectively over my stomach.

I was almost four months pregnant.

There was still no obvious bump beneath my loose sweater.

But I already felt like a mother.

Hannah entered my room.

“You saw him.”

“Yes.”

“I told him to go.”

“He won’t.”

“He looks terrible.”

I hated myself for noticing.

Julian had lost weight.

His suit hung more loosely on his shoulders.

He looked older than he had four months earlier.

But guilt did not erase betrayal.

“Did you tell him?”

“No.”

“He knows I went to the clinic.”

“I’m sorry.”

“It isn’t your fault.”

Hannah sat beside me.

“What are you going to do?”

I looked through the window again.

Julian remained inside the car.

“I need to tell him to leave.”

“You don’t owe him that.”

“I know.”

But I needed him to understand.

I needed to look into his face and know whether the man I had loved still existed beneath the ambition, pride, and excuses.

I walked downstairs.

When I stepped outside, Julian immediately left the car.

For one moment, neither of us moved.

“Audrey.”

My name sounded broken in his mouth.

I kept several feet between us.

“You should not be here.”

“I needed to know you were safe.”

“You had no right to have me followed.”

“I called every hospital in Chicago.”

“I contacted every friend you ever mentioned.”

“I thought something had happened to you.”

“Something did happen to me.”

He flinched.

“I know.”

“No.”

“You know what you did.”

“You do not know what it did to me.”

His eyes dropped to my stomach.

My sweater hid everything.

Still, I saw the question in his face.

“Are you pregnant?”

I folded my arms.

“That is none of your business.”

His breath caught.

“If the baby is mine, it is my business.”

My anger rose so suddenly that my hands trembled.

“You kissed another woman and now you want to speak to me about your rights?”

“I am not defending what I did.”

“You followed me across the country.”

“Because you vanished.”

“I left you.”

“You left without giving me a chance to explain.”

“I saw enough.”

“You saw a kiss.”

“I saw my husband choose another woman.”

“I did not choose her.”

“You did in that moment.”

Julian stepped forward.

I stepped back.

He stopped immediately.

“I fired Madison the next morning.”

“That does not undo it.”

“I sold the penthouse.”

“That does not undo it.”

“I started seeing a therapist.”

“That does not undo it.”

“I know.”

His voice cracked.

“I know nothing can undo it.”

For the first time, I saw tears in his eyes.

“I just need to know if you are carrying my child.”

I looked at him for several seconds.

Then I answered honestly.

“I am pregnant.”

Julian closed his eyes.

A tear slid down his face.

“How far along?”

“Four months.”

He calculated the timing.

His face changed.

“It’s mine.”

I said nothing.

He moved one step closer.

“Is the baby healthy?”

“Yes.”

“Can I come to an appointment?”

“No.”

“Audrey, please.”

“No.”

He stared at me.

Then his gaze dropped again.

“There is something you are not telling me.”

My heart pounded.

“What makes you think that?”

“You always touch your stomach with both hands.”

I froze.

Julian had always noticed the smallest things about me when he was paying attention.

The tragedy was that he had stopped paying attention long before the kiss.

“How many?”

I looked away.

His voice became unsteady.

“Audrey.”

“How many babies?”

I could not answer.

Julian’s eyes widened.

“Twins?”

I closed my eyes.

That was enough.

He covered his mouth with one hand.

For several seconds, he looked unable to breathe.

“Two?”

“Yes.”

He stared at my stomach as though the world had shifted beneath him.

“Two babies.”

“They are not an opportunity for you to fix our marriage.”

“I know.”

“They are not a reason for me to return.”

“I know.”

“You will not use them to control me.”

“I would never—”

“You already used money and power to find me.”

His face tightened.

“You are right.”

The answer surprised me.

He reached into his coat slowly.

I stepped back again.

He removed a folded envelope.

“I brought this.”

“What is it?”

“Divorce papers.”

My chest tightened despite everything.

“I signed them.”

He held out the envelope.

“I gave you everything you brought into the marriage.”

“I made no claim to anything else.”

“I also created a trust for the baby.”

“Babies,” I corrected.

His eyes filled again.

“For the babies.”

I did not take the envelope.

“What do you want?”

“One chance to be their father.”

I stared at him.

“You lost the right to ask me for trust.”

“I know.”

“But I am asking anyway.”

Before I could answer, another car turned into the parking lot.

A black sedan stopped beside Julian’s rental.

The back door opened.

Julian’s mother stepped out.

Eleanor Foster wore a cream coat, pearls, and the cold expression I remembered too well.

She looked at me.

Then she looked at my stomach.

Her eyes narrowed.

“So it is true.”

Julian turned sharply.

“What are you doing here?”

Eleanor ignored him.

She walked directly toward me.

“You disappeared with my son’s children.”

Julian stepped between us.

“Mother, leave.”

May you like

She smiled without warmth.

“Not until I know whether those babies actually belong to this family.”

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